love story never lose

it been a while since i wrote the last post here.. n we meet again for final exam posting again.. haha.. wish me luck okay.. in my deep hard, i felt so scared for this sems exam.. i hope i will do well..

today is the last episode for tentang dhia.. i'm not follow this series, but i sometimes i watch it.. it give us the true love never ending.. in the end of the story, dhia and her beloved husband died.. it is not expected because i thought only dhia die.. live is very mysterious.. we have to accept what have been write for us.. love story never lose.. =)

final exam!!

it comes again after one semester of studying done for this sems.. feeling? of course afraid and very stressful.. never mind.. let's push that feeling away.. anyway.. i want to wish best of luck to all my friend who will sit the final exam.. hope to pass it with flying colour.. weeeeee!!!~~~~

distraction

lately, I'm so distract with some issues and make me so far away from the reality.. now I'm realize that it is so unmeaning and waste my time to thinks about it.. let me be what i want to be.. but it takes so much effort to make things done smoothly.. don't be like this anymore.. full stop!!! start a new life for my own good..

sadness

it was so shock when i got a massage about my beloved grandpa admitted to the hospital this morning.. i thought that it was the usual matter because he is 100++ years old.. but it more shocking me when my cousin said that his right eye was broken or burst.. it happened when my uncle is on his way to send him to HTAR.. his blood don't stop flowing.. i can felt his pain.. it was hard for me to saw his condition like that.. my tear can't be hold but i tried to be cool.. i'm just not so good to be a drama queen like "someone".. i don't like to show my feeling to others.. it make me felt so annoying!!!




hope he will tough and be patient to handle his fear.. it not easy for anybody including me.. i love u atok.. hope u will get well soon.. i pray for your safety and health.. no one can replace u forever.. =(