sadness

it was so shock when i got a massage about my beloved grandpa admitted to the hospital this morning.. i thought that it was the usual matter because he is 100++ years old.. but it more shocking me when my cousin said that his right eye was broken or burst.. it happened when my uncle is on his way to send him to HTAR.. his blood don't stop flowing.. i can felt his pain.. it was hard for me to saw his condition like that.. my tear can't be hold but i tried to be cool.. i'm just not so good to be a drama queen like "someone".. i don't like to show my feeling to others.. it make me felt so annoying!!!




hope he will tough and be patient to handle his fear.. it not easy for anybody including me.. i love u atok.. hope u will get well soon.. i pray for your safety and health.. no one can replace u forever.. =(